Torrence

Soiled

Sat, 26 Jul 2003 22:18:00 GMT

It's been so long since I've posted. Since then I've learned to type correctly...yup. And I've just started a whole new life, though not really terribly new...not so new that I don't see some of the old faces and not do some of the old things...

I've been with Juan for a few months now. Things seem to be going well. he and I are good for eachother. We have an open relation sexually, so I still do things with other people. I like to.

And I crashed my car when I was super drunk a few months ago. I don't drive anymore. I stick to walking...I've gained some weight from the depression after the crash because I did hurt another person, Ron who was in the car w/me.

I'm back to livejournal for now...who knows how long it will last?

Walk away

Sun, 06 Apr 2003 07:05:28 GMT

Walking away from all the sex in my life today. Ashleigh and I both made decisions that we're being too sexually active and we're going to stop for now.

Born again virgins. How bizarre.

I think I'm going to lay this journal to bed for a while.

Thu, 03 Apr 2003 02:56:52 GMT

If u wanna see a pic of me that I found that I caint post on here...comment n I'll send it to u privately...

Tue, 01 Apr 2003 02:06:14 GMT

Soooo
today i went 2 skool but desided that I couldnt stay the whole day cuz I felt pretty sick. Mum n dad n every1 went to dinner witch was cool. I stayed home n wanted so bad to fuck so finally I just got myself off. it was awsome. I was readin the rollin stone w/jenna jameson's lil article about sex grr....she'd be hott 2 fuck.
so I spent a long time fingerin myself n using my dildo to get myself off...then what happens? Ty stops by.
Rite when I was in the middle of it all.

So he walks in, I've got my legs on the wall and I'm fuckin my dildo n he spins me around n pull sit out of me and makes me lick it off. Then he starts eatin me out nice n slo n then he fucked my brainz out for like an hour!!! All positions it was nice.

He just left n I am tired all ready that coke wore me out.
I'm gonna go running now I guess n get ready for later cuz he said he's cuming back n he's bringing his girlfriend ;)

Mon, 31 Mar 2003 13:27:51 GMT

I havint ben 2 sleep yet lol

Spoze I shud tho cuz u no how it is w/skool n all.
Last nite wuz crazy!!!

Just wanted 2 say I need more lj frends!! CUM on ppl!!

Mon, 31 Mar 2003 01:10:09 GMT

Wayl I just got back frum a run....6 miles not bad. Weighed in today - 94 pounds witch is pretty good. I hate fatties who r constantly compaining bout how fat they r n then they eat shitlodes of food. It's lieke CRIST if you want to be thin stop eating all day long. 3 meals a day - oviously u caint handle it if u weigh like 130 pounds PLZZZ

130 FRIGGIN POUNDS!! How fatt is that??? gawd. So glad I'm not lyk that. Atleast if I want somethin I go 4 it.

Like, sex. If I see a guy whoze hott and not acting needy, I just fuck him I just get what I want.

Today I bought new shoes - I got a great deal on em too

Got these hotties for only 450 buckz!!! 450!! OMG what a steal they were originally 550 which I wudda paid.

gah.

hott deal.

I think I'm gonna try to do some lines 2nite get all fukked up n invite Ashleigh n Ty over 4 a 3sum cuz I'm in the mood for sexx in a big bad way. Tomorrow is my mom's birthday so she's taking everyone out 4 dinner. Which is lyk EEW she said "Torrence YOU HAVE TO GO" so I'm gonna fake sick, prolly the coke will get me sick anyway.

I need sex now. Ash ware r u????

Fri, 28 Mar 2003 01:56:43 GMT

Anuthr long day...
Theze past few weekz I been voluntering at the Red Cross helpin out w/blood donations n fund raisers n all that jazz *CHICAGO!* n u wudn't believe how many ppl cum in n donate n r scaired out of their mindz cuz of tha little needle! Sum chicken out can u believe it? Just a lil needle prick 2 sav sum1z lyfe n thay caint handle it. I caint wait til I'm old enuff 2 donait.

If ur all wondering why I hvant decided to disclose this info to u l8ly it has sumthing 2 do w/DRAMA. There are I guess sum ppl who deside 2 read my journal n make comments 2 me that are hurtful n mean n they desensitize themselves to human suffering cuz they jsut see words on a monitor. Well dem words came from my fingers, from my handz, from my body which is attached 2 my heart n it duznt feel gud when ppl are mean. So I desided that I'd take a brake from bein online soo much n do sumthing useful 2 see if thesse ppl wud stop buggin me. Well guess what they just keep cumin back for more!!!!

Itz like...I didn't go find u n tell u u were stupid, y u have so much time u cain spend to make fun o me? If u have this much time...go do sumthing useful w/urself instead of causing more pain 4 the world . There's already enuf pain plz.

Well I'm tyred like a dawg n I need some dick so I'm gonna go call up trey n fuck til I'm sore...smoke a few n get 2 bed. Nite nite!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thu, 27 Mar 2003 00:59:39 GMT

rosegrl85

Sat, 22 Mar 2003 05:27:27 GMT

aawwww gawd I been so busy l8ly!!!!

Ash is alwais takin me pplaces but l8ly I been partyin w/ a bunch of guyz from campus...just lyk nonstop. Thats ware I am headed in a bit. Gotta get dressed n shyt.

Sorry itz been so long. Tym 2 go get trashed n fuck!!!

Study hall o trusty laptop

Fri, 14 Mar 2003 18:36:36 GMT

U guys I caint do it ne more. I caint go on! Every day gettin up 2 go 2 school itz just killin me! Tomorrow is Ash's 16th b-day so she'll be able 2 drive thank gawd but still!

I have like no freedom what so evr. I caint drive msyelf to school r nething. I need a vaca soon!!!

I wish I was a lil bit older so I could drive msyelf

Dads arready cuttin back my allowance too how am I supposed to live off this shit!@ I gotta go shoppin I was gettin 200 now its 150! I need 2 go shoppin n shit 2 cum on!

Thu, 13 Mar 2003 21:41:54 GMT

We are at Ashleigh's house now waitin 4 her parents to come home so we can go get that stereo installed.
its much hotter than the 1 the car came w/.

feels like this day will never end

Tue, 11 Mar 2003 15:54:52 GMT

Im just about to head to school so guys I desided to go 2day.
I just wannted to update 1nce 2 say that I am goin. I dont wanna go but I woke up actually on tiem n I got dressed so may as well go lol

Lata
Torrence

Mon, 10 Mar 2003 20:07:45 GMT

I just joined a cool comm. called hot fashion. It looksl ike it will b fun.

My dilemma of the day:
malibu high is kickin my ass out! I never go n I'm a bad studenmt while I'm there *Sorry about the typin I'm high of my assssss" but if that happens Dad is DEF. not buying the porsche. What will I do? I wanna be a fashion desginer 2 the rock stars. Maybe I'll get my GED but I wont see ne of my friends.

I should go to school more but its so hard to even get up in tha mornin. Mom offred homeschoolin. Ged woudl be better than that tho. Maybe if I dropped out now and got my GED i could go str8 to college next year!!! Lol I dunno...I'm smart I just hait school.

L8r

These thangs r fun lol

Mon, 10 Mar 2003 18:01:55 GMT

A - Age: Almst 16
B - Band: I dunt have my own
C - Choice Of Meat: Non!!! Meat iz murder
D - Dream Date: No romantic shit. Shopping n sex? lol
E - Excites You: Cars
F - Favorite Food: Water
G - Greatest Gift: No gag reflex
H - Happiest Day Of Your Life: When Ashy n I went to Palm Beach in FL n got rilly drunk n had sex 4 tha first time n I found out how good it iz w/girls
I - Internal conflicts: Non!
K - (First) Kiss: Riley Roberts in the back yard when I was 3 lol
M - Most Valuable Thing You Own: I dunt have it yet but my Porsche
N - Name: Torrence K
O - Outfit: Now? k- kitten sox, express gray-black jeans, no underware, sleeveless pink Roxy tank, no bra
P - Pizza Topping: I don't eat pizza it has cheese on it n I'm vegan
Q - Question I want to ask: Will ne1 read this thang?
R - Roots: Portugese n Dutch fucked up combo ha
S - Sport to watch: Basketball *hot guys in shorts my fave!*
T - TV show: I don't watch tv usually but when I do, anything on the-N
U - Unique habits: Sex addiction?
V - View from the window: 2 palm trees, a sidewalk, my mom's car
W - Weather I Love: Sun so I can get my tan on
Y - Yesterday's best meal: n/a.
Z - Zodiac Sign: Cancer

That was fun now its time to go for a run! U don't stay skinny by sittin on ur ass all day!

Mon, 10 Mar 2003 10:45:00 GMT

I made dollz 4 all my frends: n we're all fairies:

Me:
Ashy:
Ari:
Jayne:
Kaile:

Lol I caint sleep la la la

Mon, 10 Mar 2003 09:59:18 GMT

So I picked out tha jewelry Im gettin when Dad takez meh to Tiffany for his father-daughter day :) He allows me to get a few pieces, its tha day when he buys my love coz he feels so guilty lol

This is the first 1:
Simple but prrfict for almost everything I own
I like wide cuff bracelets n this 1 is prrfect n it has the t&co rite on thare so I wont forget ware it came from

This 1 is cool I love bracelets 2 much!! lol

This is grate 2 n very affordable 4 those of u who don't have ur dad to buy u everything u want haha

see it matches the bracelet I'm smart!!
Dad usually makes me get 6 things so I picked out 1 last thing:

Thumbprint money clip lol!!!!! Yah its for my cash I think its cute n 1nce again, affordable for u who provide 4 urself.

I made 2 dolls 4 me coz I was bored:

Dollz r fun

k lata

Its SUNDAY sticky icky icky

Mon, 10 Mar 2003 04:24:57 GMT

Hay I dunno if anyone will do this but here:

I _____ Torrence.
Torrence is _____.
If I were alone in a room with Torrence, I would _____.
I think Torrence should ______.
Torrence needs ______.
I want to ______ Torrence.
Someday Torrence will ________.
Torrence reminds me of ________.
Without Torrence _______.
Memories of Torrence are _______.
Torrence can be ______.
Worst thing about Torrence is _______.
Best thing about Torrence is _______.
I am ______ with Torrence.

Ok
So...Davis is gonna break up w/his girlfriend for me. I don't want him 2, I asked him not 2, but he insists. He doesnt gett it. I don't wamnt a boifriend I want someone to fuck on tha side. I can't commit..why do boys always want 2 commit! And now he's beggin 4 sex so I rilly can't see him nemore. He is great in bed yess but he wants to take it to a higher level. Why can't guys just fuck w/out commitment?

Well, they can n thatz ware Ty comes in. Ty is my best frined from childhood n he called me up thismorning!!! I hadn't seen him since we were 12 n he moved away, but he's back and talked on line a lil so he could gimme his pic n then he came over. We talked for a while longer. I did my popsicle show for him, showin him how i could eat the popsicle w/no hands if he just let me put the stick between his legs. That drove him 2 the point ware he wanted to fuck but I let him hangin for a wile.

I decided it would be more fun to tease him so I got changed rite infront of him, then we went to get some coffee n the whole time I was givin him shit about wantin me n he had a hard on on the ride home. Finally we got back and I fucked his brains out! He said "We can be fuck friends 4ever" coz he doesn't want a gurl. It's perrfect. I'm excited. I have his class pic from last year but its kinda outdated. He's grown a lot n got his eyebrow peirced. Its hott I'll post it l8r Boomspeed isn't workin well rate now.

Okay so he left a while ago n didnt call thank gawd! Tonite I'm stayin up to make a cd 4 ashe's car lol

Sat, 08 Mar 2003 20:00:58 GMT

I'm gettin into theze:

Ash I made u sumpin

Sat, 08 Mar 2003 15:13:13 GMT

I couldnt sleep so I made u this:

Hope you likeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

WOoooo

Sat, 08 Mar 2003 14:25:14 GMT

Stil awake!
whata long nite of partiez n shti. I don't remember when It started or ware but I've been out all nite long.
at 1 point this guy *Calven??* ttok me n 3 guys*Tobey, Jase, Troy* an 2 chiks, 1 I knew *Amber* and 1 I didnt *Caylei?* to this old-fashined resterant I got a coffee n at that point I was rollin I thynk....I dont remember much of it but it was rilly fun.

Then we went to this houseparty Amber said her cousin was havin. We showed up n it was just about 6 peopl gettin baked so we decided to stay and I met this hot grl name Erin. We fooled around a lil in front of the guyz coz they said we should. Jase knew 1 of the guyz there Coopa n had him take me home thats ware I am now. I don't usually party lyk that but it was a lot of fun. Dad just wokr up n asked if I was STILL awake haha lol if he only kneew lol

Sat, 08 Mar 2003 06:28:55 GMT

So today today today...
It was rathr boring. I woke up l8 4 school. Nobody was home so I decided to stay home instead. I played w/my hair, I tryed on some clothes...I exercised a lil bit. Davis came over during lunch and we had a lil anal sex.

Gurls if you haven't tryed anal you dunno wut ur missing. Once they get it in thare its a blast! A joiride 4 the girl who thinks she's tryed it all. Plus u can't get pregg.

He put his hands on my thighs, on the inside, and spread them apart. It was awesome how slow he is and how much he uses his hands on everything. He's got a creamy smooth dick yahyahyah.

I called Ari n she came over we got high. She wanted to fuck but Davis had just left n I didn't feel up 2 it. She helped me do my toes n then we went shopping. I got this lil outfit for under 100:

and shoes:

I splurged on one pair of Pradas coz they matched my new outfit so well:

I dont usually spend more than 100 on shoes randomly...but 2day was a boring dayyy!!

Ugh..lessee...

I also bought a new bag cuz I had a lil extra today and this is it:

This is what is in tha bag:

Gap Dreem lotion
14 condums
Birth control
Lancome facial moisturizer
silver eyelash curler
lime lipp gloss
star mirror
black leather wallet which contnz 3 credit cardz, 87 dollars, "Legally Blonde" ticket stub *cuz that was my fav. movie* my state ID, 3 recepts, a *stubby* bass pic
swiss army knife
nail kit *tweezers n shit*
2 blue marbles lol
astroglide samples
Orbitz gum *the blue packige*
48 cnts in change
skinlights shimmering powder
3 pens
Checkbook

THATS A LOT OF SHYT LOL

YES

Fri, 07 Mar 2003 11:15:08 GMT

You are X-tina's Ass. Bring on the sex!

Which Part of X-tina's Body Are You?
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GAH SHE MAKES ME SO HORNY@!!!!

I don't get it!!!

Fri, 07 Mar 2003 08:12:32 GMT

What is it about ppl givin my grl Ashy all sortsa problms in her comments!?!?!?!?!

It just seems so silly. Like, if ur that petty to spend ur time insulting ppl u don't know coz they get more sex than u, u have a BIG PROBLEM

So ya me n Ash r gunna go find her a new car! We have been havin lots of fun 2gethr, foolin around n stuff...
its good fun cuz we both know that we just want to get off.

Ok so dad repealed his decision to make me get a car under 40. Now I can get whatever I want! Thare are 2 many cars 2 choose frum!!!

I think I like this one the best. 2003 Porsche 911 GT2. It looks really sporty and hot. I'd keep it red. I like Porsche, maybe a convertible would be more my taste.

NEWayz...
The past few days have been a whirrl to me. I've been having good sex with this kid Davis. He comes to our house all the time with Joelle's babysitter. I think he is her boyfriend. Whatever. He's a great lay lemme tell u what. He knows what to do and we barely ever speak.<

More l8r

My own gothic night club

Wed, 05 Mar 2003 12:20:25 GMT

Look I have my own gothic night club complete with 6 goths dancing! YAY!!!

Wed, 05 Mar 2003 12:00:59 GMT

"U NEED 2 eat ur boogers! I eat my boogers!!! Those boogers came out of my nose! if I don't...Where do I put them? Thats LITTER!
When eat them, it wouldn't be litter, and I would be saving planet EURTH. But NO u always have to throw them away and meanwhile r planet is covred w/ur boogery tisshues! Plz ppl EAT UR BOOGERS 4 EURTH's sak!"

Yah RITE! I hate those eurthy-wurthy ppl always tryin u 2 do all these haynuss things 2 save r planit. NOT GUNNA HAPPEN! I'm ont "RESYCLING" my cans! I'm not "REUSING" my bags! That's dirty n gross n I won't do it! PLZ GIMME A BRAK!!!